Gnatty Confessionals

[Gnatty Martinez]

Owkay then lollll.... Here I am, all of a sudden, placed in a house with 11 10 strangers. Or actually maybe 8 strangers since some people play with the same AIM all the time but I never talk to them cuz they suck so technically idk them but whatevs. Anyway, here I am, in da house.

This is kind of crazy, because of course I'm way behind in the social department. I haven't talked to a single soul in this house, and in BB that's never a good thing. I'll gladly go up as a nominee in the first few weeks though, so I won't get backdoored. That strategy works as long as someone is inactive or if I can somehow win POV. I also wouldn't mind winning HOH, but with so many people here that's not an easy task. If I win though, that'd be great cuz then all the sluts will have to come to me.

But yeah, on top of being behind, I'm a shitty social player so it's kinda really tough to catch up. If something happens I'll update here though.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Ok too lazy to change font color.

I got a PM from Roddy, I answered. Good huh.

I got a very short PM from Jojo saying "Hi Natalie!". Right. She was on AIM tho so I'm like, it's stupid to answer in PM lol. So I went to talk to her on AIM. Literally 1 minute into the conversation she asked me for an alliance. Lol. Ok.

Then she talks about a girls alliance with Kim and Danielle. Sure! One of my biggest pet peeves in these games is, like, girls alliances cuz like first of all it's ridiculous cuz 90% of the ppl who play girls are gay guys anyway. Second, it's kinda, well not racist, but imo people are people and they shouldn't be grouped based on race or gender or sexual prefs or whatever. Third, it's best to just align with people you like rather than people who happen to play as a girl. But whatever, before that convo I was completely alone and now I was asked for an alliance so that's at least a start. If the other two girls are up for it, at least I'll be safe if one of them wins HOH.

And since Kara was mentioned by Jojo, I tried talking to her. She was freaking slow and after like 5 minutes she suddenly left... ok ;D

[Gnatty Martinez]

Aight... another pet peeve, people who play alias and then spill it to a very select few. And I just did that LOL. Since I'm kind of a rat... why not huh? I'm not really gonna try and be like full alias though, so I'll just not be very careful so other people can figure me out too in case they know me. I just had to spill it to Ian because we are very good friends and I don't want to seem like a completely new persona and blah.

So Ian and I will probably be good friends in the game, and he was pretty open about stuff like Michelle making an alliance of hot people and Ian loving Wil and yeah stuff like that. Not gonna use that against anyone, but it is good to know such things. Also, Danielle was part of that Hot ppl alliance, and Jojo apparently has her as part of her alliance too. Kara wasn't part of it. I think it was Ian and Robert and Roddy or Hardy and Wil and that's it. But it kinda blew up of course bcuz of the cray chick.

I'm talking to Roddy now and I kinda have an idea of who he is (sorry I tend to try and figure out who ppl are). If he is that then we don't have the best history but he's quite alright actually.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Kk, so in the comp I submitted this bootlist (I'm not gonna win I guess but still this bootlist had to be kinda based on something no?):

Gnatty 3:54 pm
1. Robert
2. Shane
3. Hardy
4. Monica
5. Marcella
6. Danielle
7. Wil
8. Kara
9. Ian
10. Roddy
11. Jojo

I'm pretty sure Jojo was real about feeling left out and she's my ally even tho we have no personal bond. Roddy was fun to talk to and he seemed more out of da loop than Ian. Ian is awesome. Kara ok. The rest I haven't talked to and Robert is the ugliest of them.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Okay so obviously I was happy to see Ian win HOH. First I was happy because I was thinking I'd be safe in that case. Then when I saw that Coup twist I actually felt comfortable enough suggesting Ian to put me on the block. Like, I don't play straightforward, lol.

I know people might want me up on the block and out of the game, just for being a replacement who's also socially not great. So that's where I am right now and if someone uses the Coup, I'd definitely go up. So my reasoning behind going up as a nom was so I could play in POV, and that's exactly how it's gonna go. POV and HOH are the only two things that guarantee safety this week.

Sure, it's a risk, but I like taking it. Also, Ian will put me on the block together with Roddy who I think I'd be close enough to that IF he has the coup, and chances are he has it since Jojo and Ian's alliance don't have it, then he'd safe himself AND me from the block. So since there's a chance he has it, I'm glad it's gonna be him and me. It'd suck if one of us goes, but so much can happen this week, so I won't worry about that yet.

Also, Ian wants me to replace Michelle in his alliance apparently. Uhm, yeah, I'm gonna work with Ian, probably Wil since he's his closest ally. But no way I'll work with Shane and co over Jojo and Roddy. Shane clearly sucks balls, he's always on the board but never on AIM. Then he kicks me out of the challenge right away. Errr bitch please.

[Gnatty Martinez]

I don't like being up against Marcellas cuz if she has the Coup that's awkward. I do like being nommed tho.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Soooooo, it doesn't look good for me at all does it? I've barely done shit and oh well... I'm sorry for sucking so badly I guess. I just don't know where to start with strategizing, talking, scrambling.

In the mean time I did try and put my mark on the game though by giving some info to Jojo and Roddy. I basically informed them there is a big alliance going on and that they should talk to each other because they're in the same boat. I also warned Jojo for Danielle, bcuz that girl is playing two sides.

I'm shocked at the amount of info I have (which of course may be wrong but still it's based on something). If I leave, I'll feel like Laura from my season really.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Wow haha they kept me unanimously. Do I feel bad for hinting at the alliance to Roddy and Jojo now? Nah not really. If anything, it might have brought them closer and it might have made those two feel more comfortable with me since I was open to them.

Maybe Ian will stick to what he said and add me to his alliance, but I bonded with Roddy and Jojo before he asked me so I'm not gonna be a drone and stick with that big crappy alliance. My ideal four at this point would be Roddy/Jojo/Kara/myself with Marcellas added as a vote, but I don't really see myself forming that thing explicitly. I can hint at it and try to make it happen though.

I can tell you now, some people will regret keeping da ratty gnatty

[Gnatty Martinez]

Okay. Don't want to sound overconfident, but I do think my word in the comp might be good enough to win HOH. I love this type of challenges and basically am never satisfied with what I have so I keep digging. 16 letters is really half of the letters in the picture so I guess it's good? It'd be great if I win HOH because that's the only way to be safe with that stupid coup still being in play (that's just really frustrating lol).

It's gonna suck having to put up a duo, especially when the mixtures of people suck. I hope it will just be done at random or based on the challenge or something and that I won't face like a super difficult and awkward decision cuz that'd be really bad for the future.

[Gnatty Martinez]

So uhm I'm not quite sure what I'm thinking right now, but I do know that:
- I'm stupid for mixing up Ian's and Wil's names and putting Ian on slop >< Such a jerk I am and it really wasn't intentional. 3 letter names blindsided me.
- I'm going to put Hardy and Wil up for not talking to me at all (Wil just dropped me a PM, but too late).
- This all means nothing at all since someone holds the coupe and this week will be shit for me.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Hardy is a fool, I like it. He's absolutely out of his mind and probably on drugs. It's so funny. I don't give a shit that he's coming after me honestly as I like having a target on my back

[Gnatty Martinez]

Wayy to make myself look like a threat.

Calling it though, the coupe's gonna be used. I fear for it. I have too many people in this game that I want to protect, and in every other duo there's at least one such person. The Shane and Marcellas duo didn't have a person I liked, but damn I actually like Shane now that we're talking. He's cool, he's new to proboards which I love just for that fact.

Either way I'm super happy the veto stayed out of enemies hands so I won't have to make another enemy in the game. Like really, I would have had such a hard time naming a replacement duo and then to think the coup would be used so it would only really fuck me in the behind. Yeah, I like that I won veto. On the other hand, these runner ups Kara and Roddy winning might have been even better since worst case scenario: the coup is used and they go up. Yikes.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Aight, so Wil had it. Robert and Jojo on the block. Would be a really easy vote for me, but Robert is in Michelle's alliance as far as I know so it's likely that Ian's troops are going to evict Jojo. Meh that's kind of crappy. Robert isn't that bad himself either so I'll praise myself lucky that I don't have a vote this week I guess. Looks like I might lose my closest ally in my HOH week tho, fml. It might give me more room for working with others though; Jojo isn't the most talkative person and she never really does any small talk which is kinda odd. So I might go for another ally then. Roddy seems a bit off too though at times lol like our last convo wasn't as great as our first.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Uhm not even like one or two votes for Jojo to stay? Like Kara's or Roddy's? Ok that's really lame. I don't trust no one anymore now and they can all kma. I'll be raising hell here if they keep me in the house another week.

[Gnatty Martinez]

WEEK 4 (I tend to not write these numbers sorry bout that lol)

So wow that's cool I'm Shane's co-HOH lol. Powerrr and safety haha. I love it. I'm not sure if he was going to put me up, I guess not, but this is even better because I get to have an impact now. So like I said, I was gonna raise hell, so I fucked up Shane's plan just for the heck of it.

He suggested really out of nowhere that we would nominate Marcellas and Wil. They never talk. Well, I haven't talked to them either lol. But I said that Wil is actually a pretty cool guy and that I'd rather nom Hardy as my choice. So first of all I got my input in the sense that Hardy is on the block, and second I didn't really give him a choice on which of his noms was not going up. I subtly undermined his power lol.

But there's actually a reason that I said I wasn't cool with Wil going up. Truth is I never talked to the guy, but I know that Ian does so I'm gonna go to Ian and say I saved will from being nominated lol. I did it for Ian actually, but also a little bit for myself because this might do me some favors in the long run, who knows. I don't really care about the people in this house, only about myself and Ian, so it's whatever yknow.

Oh and then Shane started asking like what if someone is vetoed, who would you like to see as a replacement. So I'm like I'm sure you'd want Wil up and you might convince me of it, but I didn't actually tell him the name that I had on mind. Just, because, it's none of his business