Gnatty Confessionals

[Gnatty Martinez]

So alright; right before I posted nomination, Hardy approached me - it wasn't much but at least he took the effort to approach me which I appreciated. I still put him up and he didn't seem happy but then he PM'd again and he's like hey here I have a proposal. This round we backdoor Shane since he is after me and then next round he will come after you and he'll go to the end with the floaters. So I'm like... I don't feel like doing it, but I did ask Hardy what happened with the Ian vote.

So I learned that it was Shane's plan to get Ian out that round... and that he lied to me when convincing me that Ian would stay. I'm not surprised at all since things didn't add up, but I had no good evidence for it.

So now the seed is planted in my head that maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea to backdoor Shane. I mean, he's clearly playing all sides of da house and he's been doing that for a while lol.

On the other hand I'd love to see like Danielle or Kara go since they are stupid floaters and don't deserve to be here... but meh it's gonna be hard to pull that off since everyone is gunning for the big players. Kinda my own fault for not putting a floater up against Marcellas, but Hardy started this thing a little too late.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Uhm I was ready to save Hardy; MY KARMA TOOK A HIT?? Who did that? omg... anyway, I was ready to save him, but people wanted him gone now lol oh well whatever.

So Roddy won HOH and that's totally fine with me, I hope he'll keep me safe but it's hard to trust people in this game lol.

Danielle keeps PMing me fake nice messages saying we should be F2 and whatnot and she's just really annoying. I hope she goes this week. Shane is also quite annoying as he felt the need to make a deal with me before HOH was announced. I'm like whut, weren't we aligned anyway? We never used the word alliance, but I thought there was a certain amount of trust between us and that he wouldn't be after me. Him proposing me some deal is just fishy, no need to make it when you work with someone already?? Danielle more or less did the same. Just shows they're nervous about me and that's not good.

Anyway, we'll see... POV is luck... if I win I'll prolly consider using it cuz then Kara or Shane will go up and that should be interesting and Roddy will be pissed but like fuck it haha.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Roddy HOH, good huh?

But yeah then Danielle won veto.

Roddy tried to talk to me yesterday but I wasn't around unfortunately (blame da time difference). We talked today and he's like I think I'm going to put you up.

LOL

Well I'm really lucky that I already thought about this possibility and I thought of all the plusses and minusses and concluded that it really would be Roddy's loss if he does that. So that's exactly what I told him. I kept my cool and was like, I don't care it's your week, if I go it's your loss. I explained to him how Danielle can't be trusted and how people have wanted me out for a very long time. It just baffles me that he would put his so-called ally up over people like Kara and Shane, and trust THEM to vote Marcellas while he wouldn't trust ME to vote him out. He also said he didn't want people to know we're aligned. Hello, they're not BLIND? What the fuck. I told him most of this as part of convincing him and as you can see it worked because now kara is sitting on the block.

Alright. He's lucky that I REALLY don't trust anyone else and that I really like the guy, cuz otherwise I would have fucked him over real hard. I would have voted Kara and tried to win HOH to screw him over but Roddy actually handled this quite well and listened. I like people who listen. So I'll be his pet and do what he says for now. I really have no one else in this game. Shane and Danielle are fake as all fuck. I can't wait to screw them over.

[Gnatty Martinez]

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Marcellas tells me he was going to put me and Danielle up since he thought we both lied about the Robert vote and voted against him. Wtf u really tell me that and then want my vote? What is that about? Have I ever lied to him? Ehh he can certainly kma now.

[Gnatty Martinez]

I

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ABSOLUTE

IDIOT

[Gnatty Martinez]

Like why did I

- vote the way Roddy wanted when he considered putting me up?

- vote to keep someone who doesn't ever talk to me over someone who talks?

I know that Marcellas is the bigger threat and that I owe Roddy, but damn at least he talks to me while Kara does not?

Roddy will get mad if I vote Kara out but who gives a fuck about Roddy getting mad if Marcellas who will then be on my side stays?

God, I'm so stupid, I shouldn't care about loyalty to Roddy when he was going to put me up and is probably doing Shane at night like wtf am I doing?

[Gnatty Martinez]

I'm so excited this worked and that I did whatever the fuck I wanted and that Shane voted in the minority and and and wow I'm just super excited about this. Now is Final 5 and honestly I wouldn't mind if I don't win HOH because this round is really the worst timing. The only good thing about it is keeping it out of Shane's hands.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Lol I'm toast now if I don't win veto. Obviously Dani has been playing both sides. I'm a bit surprised but what can I do. One thing I know for sure, that girl won't get my vote at the end. Everyone else I respect.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Well, congrats to Danielle for getting the cockroach out. This veto means my death, English is not even my first language and I just don't have a clue since I'm not good with such things in English.

I will most definitely go home since I don't see anyone saving me and blah it's alright. I will leave bitter, but that's mostly for how I've been treated by some of these people and how crappy some of these people are as players. I can respect some of their moves, but some are just terrible players and they've treated me poorly ever since I joined the game.

How ironic that the most worthless player in the game is the person who will succeed in getting me out lol.

My last ditch effort will probably be a chat with or a pm to Roddy explaining my move of last week and how it could become 2-2 at Final 4 in case Marcellas moves on to the Final 4.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Shane is full of shit. Really could this get any more offending?

[Gnatty Martinez]

I told Shane in PM that he's a coward lol.
Roddy says he'll keep me.
Danielle says she'll keep me if it ties but I'm 99.99999999999999999999999999999999% sure she won't lmao.

I'm going to be rooting for Roddy and Marcellas, the other two can burn in hell. That'd be the worst F2 in an ORG I've ever faced.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Just writing down some notes.

I want to know EVERYTHING that went down during the week that Ian got evicted. Who suggested what, who was mentioned as the target, how did the target change, just everything from the start of that week til the moment Ian was evicted.

Did these two have a pre-game.....?

I'm kinda over my bitterness I guess, sorta, but I still think this is a terrible Final 2. Danielle should drop the character and just be herself, and Shane is a coward for taking her and I really don't want to reward him for that.

[Gnatty Martinez]

Hi. Fair warning, as you probably expected, I'm bitter. When I left the game, I said that if you two were going to be the Final 2, that would be the worst Final 2 I ever faced in an ORG. I kind of cooled down due to the slow pace of this game, but then that shitty opening statement of Danielle kind of fueled my anger again and reminded me of how much I don't like that one of you will win. I guess you won't think this is 'fun', but it's really no fun for me either as I have to cast a vote for one of you and I don't want to vote for either of you.

First, I'd like to address both of you separately. I don't really want a response. If you start arguing with me then you'll immediately lose my vote. To make it fair, I'm allowing you a response of at most 50 words to my paragraph about your game.

Danielle - If you want to have any shot at my vote, drop the character. It's cool to be in character as it adds to a certain strategy (coming off as dumb/naive/whatever), but you come off as a five year old and we're in the Finale now so show some respect and just be yourself. I guess some of us know who you are anyway, and you're much smarter than this so drop that stupid character and the "XOXOXOXO" and start defending your gameplay, telling about your moves, and at least TRY to appear like a worthy finalist. I was looking forward to your opening statement and hoping it would be good, because honestly I was ready to give you my vote simply for the fact that Shane is a coward. I just hope there was more to your game than being fake and flaky/inactive-ish the whole time. That's how I perceived you, and your opening statement doesn't give me a reason to change my view. You said you played the right game since you won the veto when you needed to win. Are you for real? That veto was a luck competition, it had nothing to do with playing the 'right' game of Big Brother, skills, or brains. Step it up girl.

Shane - You are a coward, period. You used your two brain cells to identify the threats and went after them, wow. Well, let's not give this cast more credit than it deserves, since the cast in its entirety sucked balls. Most of us were either inactive, completely insane, emotional wrecks, or socially inept. Yes, I belong in that last category. You belong in none, so congrats on that. Anyway, "threats" is a relative term in this case and I wouldn't pat myself on the back too much for outlasting this bunch. In Big Brother, I find gunning for the biggest threats the whole time the easiest strategy. Whoever is pegged as a threat has that target on their back, and once they don't win that one crucial challenge they're gone. It's as simple as that. You don't need to be a rocket scientist to figure that out. You can say that you made the right social connections with everyone and all that nonsense and get all emotional about how much you appreciated their friendship (your F4 ceremony), but if they were ever a threat in your eyes you would have gunned for them and cut their throats because you are a coward. On top of that, you were rude andl I already called you out on this, but there was really no need to accuse me of said stuff when you were going to vote me out anyway. Posting these ceremonies so quickly after winning something ticked me off as well. That's not how you play Big Brother - give everyone some time to come to you with whatever they have to say like people do in the real Big Brother. You just seemed to want to avoid difficult conversations by doing things so rapidly and that's another thing that shows that you're a coward. You can praise yourself lucky that you're sitting next to a bag of hammers with a name tag "Danielle".



Now on to my questions. I don't have a whole lot to ask, but perhaps something will come to my mind and I'll ask one or two things later.

Danielle, tell me the 3 key strategic moves/things you did that brought you to the end. I don't want to hear about challenge wins.

Shane, who did you vote for in the Robert vs. Marcellas vote, and why did you vote that way? Also, why were you so negative about Robert when you were aligned with him? Like you talked him down repeatedly and that was just rude. Don't butter me up or try to fix things with me or Robert or whoever, just be real and to the point.

For both:
I want Danielle to answer this question first. Then Shane can give his version of how it went down.

I'd like to know EVERYTHING that went down during the week that Ian got evicted. Who suggested what, what rumors were out there and who spread them, who were mentioned as the targets, how did the targets change, just everything from the start of that week til the moment Ian was evicted.