Post by Marcellas Reynolds on Mar 19, 2013 19:04:46 GMT -5
That eviction against Robert... that was brutal. 3-2 and so many combinations of votes. Shane says he voted for me to stay. Natalie and Danielle also say they voted for me to stay. I don't like being lied too, especially when they all know I have one last week of being someone who basically cannot do anything while I'm nominated before the HOH even started.
So here's the theory I have. Danielle and Natalie were telling me the truth and Shane was telling me the half truth.
I never did get a chance to ask Kara for a vote because I chose to just try and get to know her instead of being all up in her grill, so I think she voted for me and I think Shane split his votes between me and Robert so he could save face and say he voted to save both of us without technically lying about it.
So I've come to the conclusion Shane is a very shady person and I cannot trust him, especially when he never told Hardy that he had a veto. I don't know why he expects me to trust him when all he does is use words but when it comes to taking action to prove to me that I should trust him, he doesn't follow through. He put all of this false sense of security in me with his words and nothing has come good has come from it.
I feel like I only stayed in this game because I got two out of the three girls in this game to keep me. Of these three girls, Natalie is probably the only one in it to win. Danielle says she wants me in the finals because she's inspired by me because of my extremely uphill battle just to survive in this damn game and a part of me wants to believe her but I just don't know.
I talked to Roddy, in depth, for the first time today. He told me if he had been able to vote, he would have voted to keep me. I feel like that was a bold faced lie right to my face, but I will give him the benefit of the doubt since he has been MIA for the past week.
Hardy had all but given up last night and I need him to get his head in the game and win the damn veto. I know Shane is going to be going hardcore for this veto and I have this feeling he is going to put me in a position I won't be able to survive. I hope to hell he does not put Hardy up against me, I would lose my mind because I would absolutely be out.
I'm so upset I cannot do anything. This is absolutely going to be the most terrible week but I can't give up because I've made it this far.
So here's the theory I have. Danielle and Natalie were telling me the truth and Shane was telling me the half truth.
I never did get a chance to ask Kara for a vote because I chose to just try and get to know her instead of being all up in her grill, so I think she voted for me and I think Shane split his votes between me and Robert so he could save face and say he voted to save both of us without technically lying about it.
So I've come to the conclusion Shane is a very shady person and I cannot trust him, especially when he never told Hardy that he had a veto. I don't know why he expects me to trust him when all he does is use words but when it comes to taking action to prove to me that I should trust him, he doesn't follow through. He put all of this false sense of security in me with his words and nothing has come good has come from it.
I feel like I only stayed in this game because I got two out of the three girls in this game to keep me. Of these three girls, Natalie is probably the only one in it to win. Danielle says she wants me in the finals because she's inspired by me because of my extremely uphill battle just to survive in this damn game and a part of me wants to believe her but I just don't know.
I talked to Roddy, in depth, for the first time today. He told me if he had been able to vote, he would have voted to keep me. I feel like that was a bold faced lie right to my face, but I will give him the benefit of the doubt since he has been MIA for the past week.
Hardy had all but given up last night and I need him to get his head in the game and win the damn veto. I know Shane is going to be going hardcore for this veto and I have this feeling he is going to put me in a position I won't be able to survive. I hope to hell he does not put Hardy up against me, I would lose my mind because I would absolutely be out.
I'm so upset I cannot do anything. This is absolutely going to be the most terrible week but I can't give up because I've made it this far.
